Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Thoughts on Feb 9th

WHY?
I know I gon' get threw it cus God is puttin me threw it
My reality is your worst nightmare
Why?
My life keeps getting harder
This will be the hardest 12 months of my life
Please pray for me
I feel so weak
Please be there for me
I'm sorry
Worst choice of my life
Never in a million years did I think I'd be in this situation
I'm a failure
I'm a loser
HELP
I'm just another statistics
What makes me different from everyone else in a harsher situation?
Pray for me

A Loser's Mentality

I'm the loser your the winner
A fallen angel just a sinner
You take the W, Give me the L
Once was on top, but then I fell
Burried at the bottom
With my dreams shotten
All hope rotten
Gone and forgotten
Misery bound
A silent sound
Deafened by the devil
And his proclamations
Weakened by all these
Harmless sensations
Drownin in a bottle
My dreams cast away
Where's the sunshine
Where's the better days
Anxiety flows
In and out my veins
Depression intrudes
While stress remains
Suffered a winners fatality
Now livin with a
Loser's mentality
Where did I go wrong
God hear my song
Hear my prayer
Let me know your there