My Summer Long Problem

So I got a question for ya'll ready? Have you guys ever made a decision or been put in a situation that is not to your liking? It could be anything from sports, school, relationships, family, or even work. Well if you are really close to me then its no secret that I have been battling this problem about all summer long. Its kind of been almost like a soap opera or like a reality show that I'm staring in, and to my displeasure it may be coming to an end and I feel like I lost. Its a weird situation because the other person involved claims she feels the same way. To me it don't make sense because this has been going on for about 2 and a half months already, and we both think about each other like 30 times a day. Even the most stupid and most random things remind us of each other. It seems like if you've been living in a difficult situation for 2 and half months and the ball was in your court you would change your situation right? I mean its hard living wondering what could of been? It basically feels like the Ryan Leslie song "How it was supposed to be" featuring Jadakiss. Its funny how music can relate to any situation. Well I don't even know if she would read this and that's not the point. The point is how come people are scared to go outside their comfort zone and try something new especially when they are sure no bad will come out of the situation and they would feel 100% happier than they do now. I think its because we as humans are scared of trying new things and only want to stick to what you know. I say FUCK THAT you only live once and I don't know about ya'll but I don't wanna regret anything so I try new things because who knows when something so good will be put in your hands again because passing up on it now maybe the biggest mistake of your life!!!

What A Day

Wow yesterday was such a good day. As you guys know I went sky diving yesterday and it was such an ill experience, and that's only the half of it. I got a call late yesterday afternoon from a 212 number and I got so excited. In case you guys forgot about my blog 2 days ago I had an interview for an internship with Madison Square Garden and guess what guys, I got it! I'm so excited to start I just can't wait. I also went out last night with only a couple of my boys Jay, Lenny and JG. We went out to this like outdoor/indoor club called Bridgeview in Long Island. It was a real good time. Girls everywhere and we popped bottles before so you know we were having a good time. After dancing and everything I started networking and got a few good contacts from studio time to performances. So don't worry guys ya boy is still making moves and will keep you updated on all these good things coming our way!

Sky Diving: You Gotta Try It

Wow!! So I just landed about 10 minutes ago from sky diving! Let me tell you guys sky diving is one of the craziest things you can do. It's an insane rush to know you just jumped out of a plane 13,000 feet up in the air goin about 200 miles per hour. I really wasn't nervous at all until I was up in the plane looking down but even then it was more exciting than nervous, and I couldn't tell you how relieved I was when the parachute opened up lol. But anyways I just wanted to let you guys know what I was doing and how much fun sky diving is! I'm definitely down to do it again, so next time anyone plans on goin just hit me up!

Internship?! Maybe?...Hopefully!

What's up everybody I'm feeling pretty good right now. Music is goin good I'm still writing and recording. Don't worry you guys will hear all my new music real soon. But today I'm real hype because I just left my interview for an internship with Madison Square Garden!! You know I'm real hype for it. I don't wanna get in too much detail about it right now but hopefully I get it then ill let you guys know about it. Anyways cross ya fingers and pray I get this. This can really be something huge in my life and I really really want this!! Ill keep you guys up to date on it so for now just cross ya fingers I get it.

My 1st Blog

Wassssssup world! I feel good it's August 3rd. and I am makin my first blog entry. I'm chillin at Jam Young's crib listenin to the hottest song out right now (Run This Town by Jay-Z ft. Rihanna and Kanye West). I wanna write an OD long blog right now but for now I'm just gonna let y'all know I'm goin hard at this music thing. I am gonna continue putting out songs and the links will be on here TheJohnnyFLife.blogspot.com as well as facebook, twitter, and when I fix up my myspace music page they will be on there too. However, the best songs won't be released until I drop my first mixtape: Above Your Expectations. So for now I just wanna say thanks in advance for the support and get ya expectations high cus I promise you I'm gonna pass them!