Mood Ring #4- New Boyz- Tie Me Down ft. Ray J

So this mood ring is not how I feel per say, it's more like how I wish a few of my boys acted... Take a listen!

Man Down!

Yup you guessed it another one of my friends are basically cuffed up. I lost another one on the battle field. This time it's my boy Steve. Steve goes away to school at Buffalo and as of late he's been hooking up with this girl, but apparently know they are really starting to like eachother, and from the looks of it, it doesn't seem like Steve is going to be single too much longer.

This kinda sucks because now that's another one of my boys that wifed up and aint gonna wanna go out and party cus they gonna be with their girls. For example, I went out on Friday and was havin a great time at this party. I was chillin with some girl and we were definitely feeling eachother and it would of been a wrap it if I had a wing man who could of took her friend, its not even like I would be asking my boy to take an L, the other girl was pretty cute too. Bottom line is that now that almost all of my boys are wifed up, its kind of hard for me to even go out and mess around with girls, because my boys can't.

It makes me think, should I get a girlfriend, am I missing out on anything?

One of The Best Feelings Ever

So last night there was a blizzard in Queens, it was freezing out and there was snow everywhere, and me and a few of my friends had to walk home in it. So as we were on our way home I noticed from about five blocks away that this car was stuck, and then about 15 minutes later when we passed by him, I realized that this guy really needed help. His car was literally stuck in the middle of the street. His car was stuck horizontally to the street between two cars, literally creating a road block. I walked over to him and asked him if he needed help and he said "Please, Please help me out." So I was trying to guide him out but he could not even steer the wheel because it was stuck in the snow, so I leaned over through the window and helped him move the wheel. I continued moving the wheel and guiding him out until he was in the clear, and as he was driving off he shouted "Thank You, Thank You. God Bless You, God Bless You, Oh God Bless You." He must have said God Bless You about 6 times and it made me feel great. Honestly one of the best feelings in the world is helping out a complete stranger. So once you guys do this please do me a favor and help out a complete stranger. Even if it is just smiling at them and saying good morning, or helping them out when they are stuck in the snow. Just help someone out and I promise you, that you won't regret it! God Bless!!!

December- Can It Relly Be The Best Month ever?!

So December has a chance to be one of the funnest months of my short life. It can easily be the best month of 2009, as long as everything goes smooth. There's so many things coming up this month and I couldn't tell you how hype I am for them. Here's the break down:

December 8- My birthday
December 11- The actual celebration of my birthday
December 17- Last day of finals
December 25- Christmas
December 27-29- Ski Trip
December 31- New Years Eve

I am so hype for all these events, and I am on like a swag high just waiting for my birthday cus I know its gonna be sick! The Party bus is gonna be wild, you better be there! My mom just bought me a sick Esquire watch made by Movado! I love it, it's so nice!! Danny said he got me a sick gift, and I honestly have no idea what it can be but since it's comin for D I know I'm gonna love it!

Once finals are over its gonna be sick cus that means the ski trip is only 10 days awayand we all know how that's gonna be!

Christmas should be fun enjoying it with the fam, and God only knows what New Years has in store for me and the crew.

With all this being said I hope December has a lot of good in store for me, I hope my friends, family, and I stay safe and healthy, and finally, I hope December can let me relax, let life flow, and LIVE IT UP!!!

Fawkinn Gawwgeous

Dove- Real Beauty Campaign

Sweat pants hair tied chillin with no makeup on thats when your the pretiest I hope that you don't take it wrong.

Ladies, your beautiful just the way you are, you don't need any make up or plastic surgery to make you look better. God made you the way you are for a reason, be proud of the way you look and show it off!

Social Media Revolution

I thought this shit was crazy, these social media networks are really controlling our lives

Kanye West Stars in a Short Film

This is a short film Kanye West stars in and it is directed by Spike Jonze. Check It Out, and leave a comment telling me what you think!

Where Did Everyone Go?

Lately, I've noticed that all of my friends are streesing out about something. Most of them are stressing out about time, and how they don't have enough of it to do what they have to do. It's not like it's just one or two, it's almost all of them. This makes me wonder am I slacking? Do I have enough on my plate? Or do I just have really good time management?

I mean I am taking 18 credits this semester (4 Classes and a 6 credit internship). I go to school Monday nights, and Tuesdays and Thursdays from 7:30- 12:00, I work on Sundays, and I go to Madison Square Garden for my internship on Mondays, Wedensdays, and Fridays. I personally don't feel like I am slacking, but it seems like whenever I want to chill, my friends can't because they are too busy, whether it is school, work, internships, girlfriends, basketball, track, boxing, football, etc.

It's weird it seems like just yesterday I used to chill with these people all the time, but now it's different. Everyone seems like they are busy. Once, again I honestly feel like Vinny Chase lol. Turtle got Jamie Lynn (his girlfriend) and school, E got his job and his girl, Drama got his TV show, and Ari is always busy running the agency. What happened?! When did everyone get so busy?

This made me think maybe I should go harder. On Friday I met a few full-time employees at the garden who used to be interns just like me! I was talking to them, trying to learn their story, and one common theme was "bust your ass and go all out"! They told me they worked so hard going in 5 days a week and putting in like 40-60 hour weeks. So I told myself "Fuck it"! I'm going all out! So I spoke to my boss and asked him if I can start coming in on Tuesdays and Thursdays after school even if it's for like 4-5 hours, I just want to be here and learn. I get out of school at 12, so I figure I can get to the garden hopefully around 2 and work until whenever. He said "sure", I want to prove to him, to my friends, to colleagues, and to myself that I can do it. Now I am going to be the busy one. I am going to be the one on top of his grind, a non-stop hustle. I want to keep interning here at the garden for my next 3 semesters!

I think, no I know I can. I feel like if I can be successful for these next like 3 months, I can do anything. I mean I am looking at my life, and I see that I don't have to devote my time to anyone other than myself. So why not just do it? I don't gotta hangout with my girl, I am not devoting myself to a sport (at the moment), so I am going to devote myself to my career, and my future. I feel like I am doing more than most of my peers are doing right now. How many other people can honestly say they are in my position now? Thats not to sound cocky, thats just for me to say damn you almost there but don't let up.

Now that I touched up on what I am doing, I hope my friends keep stayin busy with themselves and what they are doing. The more I think about what they have in their life, makes me want to do more and more. Most of them got girls and/or sports, so now my girl/sport is going to be my internship! I am estatic to be where I am now. Even though I may not have what my friends have, they don't have what I have. I'm going in! The grind starts today! Don't get it confused though I am not shutting everyone out of my world. I am simply saying "If you make time for me, I am going to make time for you"!

I am simply working hard now so I can play later. "I'm on my Tony Hawk cus life's a girnd".

Rosa Acosta- WOW Enough Said

Dammm, yo this girl is so hot, I felt like if you don't know about her I have to put you on. Her name is Rosa Acosta and she is all over the hip hop industry, she is constantly on twitter, and she is always in and out of the biggest cities, and hotest clubs hosting parties. Damm yo I mean I don't know if she is famous for anything other than being hot, but thats a good enough reason, just wanted to sharee these pics with you guys so you understand where i am coming from. She reminds me of a younger, hotter, new generation of Vida Guerra. Anyway here she is take a look!

MoodRing #4

This song is so good. Ive been meaning to put it on my blog for the longest but I keep forgetting. I've been listening to this song since like the summer when I first heard it but always forget to post it. Anyways, its not how i am feeling now but I've felt this way a few times but just haven't had time to put it up. So without further a due here is one of my favorite bands out right now, Kings of Leon- Use Somebody

When Did This Happen?!

I really wasn't going to blog about this, but Danny told me too, and I've been laughin about it all last night and today so I am going too. So yesterday was my home girl Michelle's birthday and even though we didn't go to fright fest like we planned, because of the rain, we still had a good time. The 17 of us ended up going to Dave & Busters. It was my first time going to Dave & Busters, and even though it was fun, it didn't live up to my expectations.

After we ate we all went to the arcade area and played some games. I saw a few girls that caught my eye from like the moment I went in so I wanted to take this time to go talk to them, but when I was going to go find them or any girls in general I looked around and could not find any of my boys to come with.

I was shocked! I was stunned! When did this happen?! When did all of my boys get a girlfriend or interest and get cuffed up?! Danny had Michelle, Jeremy had Tanya, Justin had Alyssa, Justin had Megan, Lenny had Anna, if Jam was there he would of had Jenny. Wooooowwwwww when did this happen LOL?! Literally ever had a hand to hold! I mean it really did not bother me as much as one would think it would.

One reason is because when I first walked in me and Jenny looked around and immediately started crackin up when we saw this group of about 4 girls look my way and smile at me. She was like "uh-oh John you got some fans". Then after we ate me and Danny went by some game and were chillin until these two girls came by us and smiled at me. I knew they were feelin me cus they smiled right in my face and tried gettin my attention after one of them pushed the other one basically on me LOL.I gotta admit it feels good when you can just chill and girls come up to you.

The whole point of the story is that almost all my friends got a girl lmaooo. I feel just like Vinny Chase this season because its almost like I'm takin a back seat because now all of my friends are coming into their own. I am really happy for them and I hope that they all have fun with their "significant others" lol. For the time being I am gonna stay doing me because that's what I know best.

No Reason

Are you stuck on a hard decision?

Well you have "No reason to say No"... If you are ever torn between me and anything/anyone else. Whether it's music, sports, anything. The choice is easy. Just pick me!

Toothpaste Sex

The KiD CuDi Effect

I don't know what it is but whenever I am feeling weird or confused, like I just want to mellow out or relax it seems like I just gravitate to Kid Cudi. Like if I am feeling pressures or something is heavy in my mind and I am trying to think of a strategy all I want to do is lay down in a dark room and listen to Cudi.

I feel this is so unique that like the words of one person who you don't even know can relax you of all your pressures, fears, anxiety, paranoia, worries, basically any sorrowful feeling can just mellow me out.

Ironically I'm listening to him now for the same reasons hearing his songs just puts me at ease. I just wanted to share that with you guys, and I hope one day I can be a KiD CuDi for you!

MoodRing #3: All Up To You- Wisin y Yandel ft. Romeo & Akon

My moodring is showing this song check it out, the speaks for itself!!!!

Words of Wisdom- Take It Before It Passes You By

So I got a few words of wisdom for you guys here it is: Take advantage of what's going on for you right now!

If you got something special going for you now no matter what it is; an opportunity, a skill, a mind set TAKE IT! Don't let it slip through your hands because before you know it, its going to be gone. The skill will diminish, someone else will take what you should have, or the opportunity won't be there, and you will have to live with that for the rest of ya life. Just thinking "Damn I wonder how that could of been?" "Wow how much better would my life be if I took advantage of what was right in front of my face on October 5, 2009!"

Everyday that goes by you are letting precious time pass by, when you could be enjoying your life 10x better. I'm going to keep this short and sum it up right here:

You are slowly watching the best thing in your life slip away so go grab it while you still can, because its not going to be there for too much longer!!!!

Telling Time Was Never So Much Fun

Beautiful Art

I absolutely love, love, love this piece of art by Meredith Dittmar!

A King's Chair

Forkless Cruiser Bike

Check out this bike by Olli Erkkila..... I gotta get me one of these

Movie Recommendation- Can't Buy Me Love

So this is pretty self explanatory, I came home from work today and as I was flipping through channels I found out that one of my favorite movies was playing, Can't Buy Me Love.

The movie was made in 1987 its a comedy with what some people may think is a little bit of romance too. It stars Patrick Dempsey and Amanda Peterson. It is the original version of the movie Nick Cannon and Christina Millian remade a few years back. It's basically about a typical nerd in high school becoming popular after making a deal with the most popular girl in their school, Amanda Peterson. I don't want to give away too much about the movie or what happens so I definitely recommend you watch this, you won't be disappointed!!!

Mood Ring #2- Chrs Brown ft. Lil Wayne & Swizz Beats: I Can Transform Ya

Chris Breezy is back and I'm actually pretty excited for the comeback. I think he is gonna be 100 times hungrier and I really want to see what he chooses to write about and how the public reacts to it. This is a dope song and Chris killed, but I was so attracted to Lil Wayne's verse, reminds me of why I love Weezy so much. Bottom line is it's a dope song and I can kind of relate wonder why lol. It's also brand new and I highly recommend you take a listen.

I posted Lil Wayne's lyrics right here cus I loved his verse so much here it is:

Go hey lil mama I can transform ya
No i can't dance but I can dance on ya
Swizz on the beat Chris move ya feet
And baby I can transform your him to a me
I change ya life make ya so new
Make you neva wanna go back to the old you
Ciroc in line, give a lil time
And she gonna transform like Optimus prime

I can transform ya like a transforma
I can turn you from a human to a carter
Take you off the bench turn you to a starter
Then I take you home and put you on a charger
Then my car transforms to a charter
And we could fly to whereva you eva thought of
Haha I could take you to were its warmer
Then I gotta rip off ya dress like a warm up
Haha but im just gettin warmed up
So tell ya man he betta get his voltron up
I transform her to a ducati
Then I transform me to a bugati
Cus her form puts me in a trance
I transform smaller and she puts me in her pants
Swizz on the beat, Chris move ya feet
And Weezy (insert Johnny lol) transform a good girl to a freak

Playstation 4 Concept

Mood Ring...No Mood Watch

I can change the color on your mood ring. Nah I can change the color on your Mood Watch.

This is called a StressWatch. It has a very unique idea and I feel like it's the first of its kind.This design concept gathers heart rate and body temperature data and then interprets them as levels of stress on its multicolored screen. It’s like wearing a lie detector on your wrist.

The black bar graph at the bottom of the watch is the stress line, and if the colors on the watch face are cool greens and blues, you’re pretty laid back. If they turn into hot pink, red or orange, look out.

The Future of Tractors Across America

If I get to drive this thing, then I wouldn't mind being a farmer lol.

Google...c'mon now LOL!

Hermes and Wally Construct "Live on Water" Concept

The watercraft by Wally-Hermes Yachts, dubbed WHY for short, are the perfect mix of luxury and “green” living. The WHY comes equipped with the latest high tech amenities, gorgeous modern design and spacious living dimensions. The WHY is 58 meters long and measures 38 meters across and is comprised of three decks. Hiding in those decks are a 25 meter pool and a 36 meter “beach” stretching across the back of the yacht. Atop the WHY sports a large array of solar panels, 900 square meters worth, in order to reduce the amount of fuel used by the watercraft. The WHY even recycles! The yacht comes equipped with waste management systems made to handle both organic and inorganic waste.

Kanye: Rehab?

So unless you've lived under a rock for the past 2 weeks I'm sure you've already heard about what Kanye did at VMA's, so I'm not going to go get into all that. But I do wanna blog about the end result, and what Ye is going through now.

For example Kanye is receiving so much hate from the mass media. I wonder if he would of done this to someone like Maino or even huge hip hop icons like Lil Wayne or Jay-Z would he still be receiving all of this negative attention, or is he getting this abuse just because its a sweetheart country singer from middle America?

However, the Louis Vutton don just received a huge offer from the WWE. Reportedly, the offer is $10 million dollars for 3 events including a PPV event. Can you say marketing genius? Can you think of anyone else most of America would rather see getting thrown around the ring by The Big Show or John Cena? I didn't think so. Everyone will tune into watch this; Kanye fans, Kanye Haters, and even the regular WWE viewers. Even when Mr. West is being hated on he is still making money.

However, not everything is all peaches and roses in the life of Kanye West. As we all know Kanye was drunk out of his mind on the night of the VMA's, apparently downed about a bottle of Hennessy. Now a lot of Ye's close family and friends are encouraging him to go to rehab or get help. Some people say now because he is a "functioning alcoholic" he still puts out quality music and ideas and makes a ton of money. What's your take on this, do you think the Chi-town native should go to rehab and his fellow "functioning alcoholics" or its only necessary for "non-functioning alcoholics should go?

One of My Future Backyards

I really like thins backyard, and wouldn't mind throwing a party two back there. It's really simple yet modern and has a beach even further back there. Wait for the first weekend I move in then can you say "BEACH PARTAYYY"

So Ambitious Tee

I saw this tee and loved it. It's one of the songs from The Blueprint 3 that Jay- Z and Pharrell linked up on. I feel it really fits mt personality, because yes indeed I am So Ambitious.

Like Mother, Like Son?

How do you guys feel when you see one of your parents getting into an argument/fight with someone else? Well I get really tense and upset. It's not because I fear confrontation, but it is because I just hate seeing someone talking disrespectful to one of my parents. The reason for this blog is because I was just put into this situation.

So as I was walking in my door today coming home from school I saw my mom walking my dog up the stairs and then all of a sudden my cousins (either his mom, or my aunt, owns the house) fiancé (she is I hate using this word but a "bitch") who was also walking her dog coming inside at the same time. I went upstairs then I heard them arguing about something to do with a light. I knew from the start this was going to a bad thing and I wanted no part of it. First off, it really upsets me when I see my mom fighting with someone, especially with family (whether I like them or not). Anyway the fight continued for about 15 minutes, and it seemed like they started arguing about how we were noisy. The whole time it reminded me about my old apartment and how my old landlord would always try and strong arm us (if that's the right saying) anyway he always tried to take advantage of my mom and my family, talking about how we are too loud or about rent, it was always something. I even remember one day when we were moving out he was trying to say we still owed him money and he wanted to talk to my mom 1 on 1 but my mom did not want that to happen because she would feel like she was being "bullied" and she would feel a lot better if I came. She claimed she doesn't feel nervous and she feels a lot more confident when I am beside her. This makes me feel real good knowing that my confidence can be contagious to someone else. The end result of that was we won. This time I don't know what is going to happen because the landlords are my aunt and cousin so my aunt will have the last say, not to mention she and my mom don't see eye to eye on some issues (but that's a different entry).

Seeing my mom argue always fuels me up because this is the woman that got me in the position I am in. She is literally everything to me and whenever I see her upset or fighting/arguing with someone it always gets to me. In my eyes she can never be wrong. It's almost like the way a mother feels about a son, a mother will claim her son is innocent even if the son is being accused of murder and she saw him do it lol. I guess its just the relationship you have with your mom or father or even guardian for that matter that will make you feel the way you feel sometimes.

Bottom line is that when I saw my mom fighting I was pumped/nervous I did not want the issue to get any bigger than it already was and no matter what happened I had my moms back the whole time.

I was wondering do you guys ever feel this way when you see someone you love in an altercation. I think its a true test of character and shows how much you love someone. I really had to write about this because it was on my mind since I got home. I just wanna say I LOVE YOU MOM and WE ARE GONNA MAKE IT I PROMISE!!!!

Seems Like Everyone's Getting Happier Slowly But Surely

Just like the title says it "Seems Like Everyone's Getting Happier Slowly But Surely". Let me evaluate on this. So I been hanging out with my firends a lot lately (well I always do cus I feel like I got the best/realest friends on earth but thats a different story) and it seems like everyone is just on like cloud 9. I mean I am the last one to complain about my life cus my life is the shhhhhhh, but I guess its just nice/weird seeing everyone so happy.

Out of everyone let me tell you about Jay. So Jay just got a girlfriend, the first that I can remember of, and he is just dumb hype about her. They've been going out for about 2 weeks, and I'm sure that they have been possibly the best 2 weeks of his life lol, (I once knew how he felt lol but thats another story). Anyway he's been hanging out with her a lot lately, so me and Danny specifically have seen a little less of him, but thats good for him and us because it lets both of us develop more individually. I hope Jay continues to stay happy and gets everything he wants out of this young relationship

Another one of my friends who have been feeling really happy as of late has been Jenny. Jenny has been happy for almost the same reason as Jay. She's recently taken an interest in my boy/rapper friend Jam Young. She recently broke up with her boyfriend, and she has wanted too for some time now but did not know how to do it, so she came to me and I helped her. It made me feel really good to help somebody, and be a good friend when I was needed. And now look at it she found some interest in my friend Jam. I hope jenny gets what she wants out of this lust/relationship and so does my boy Jam Young.

I also gotta give a ton of props to my best friend and brother Kill Keith, he had a big day on Saturday, he got his first varsity start as junior for Holy Cross High School. They went into New Rochelle and showed them how Queens plays football in a historical 49-42 come-from-behind upset victory in overtime vs. the Iona Prep Gaels. I could not be any prouder, even though he did not make any huge highlights he still held his own and started as a junior. I wish him all the best of luck, health, and hope his skills continue to devlop because things can only go up from here. We got you Killa and kill it this year (no pun intended lol)!!!

Another one of my friends whose doing his thing when it comes to sports is Jam. He recently joined the Brooklyn College Cross Country team. He's had like 2 meets so far and from what I hear he is doing good. Running Cross Country can only help his basketball career because he has some serious skills on the court. I hope he continues to do well so he becomes one of the premier runners on his team!

Finally another one of my boys who is doing really good from an athletic point of view is my boy Danny. Danny is getting ready for the New York 2010 Golden Gloves Tournament in January and I wish him the best of luck. He's been going to the gym and training about 6 days a week. (This is another reason why me, him and Jay really haven't seen eachother too often as of late). Kid could not be any more hyped for the gloves, but I know he could be more focused,(I will take some blame for that because I sometimes pressure him into coming out when he shouldn't), but anyways he is really happy and confident with where he stands right now, and that too makes me happy. Good Luck Danny and like you say LET'S GET IT!!!

Bottom line, is that a bunch of people who are real close to me are making big strides in their lives and it's nice to see other people happy. Big ups to everyone I've mentioned I hope all 5 of you guys get what you want in what your embarking on whether it's love or athletic achievements.

Moodring # 1: Drake- Thrill Is Gone

Ok so my partner Jam Young (itsallgoodevenwhenitaint.blogspot.com) came up with this good concept that I was kind of thinking myslef, and its called moodring. Basically, we post a song that describes how we are feeling. Well this is gonna be my first one and really shows how I'm feeling right now. It's an old song from Drake's first mixtape, Room For Improvement, and I heard it on the train on my way to work. I feel I really connect to it right now and I'll givve you a hint why....I feel I really connect from the middle to the end of Drake's first verse...Here it is Enjoy...

Filet Mignon to Hamburger Helper

Wass good so I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing. I know a lot of people gonna say this sucks and hey if definitely does. But I'm looking at it like its something good. So my aunt got a new car and gave her old one to my cousin and my cousin gave his old one to me. This means that I have my new car but the bad thing is that its a bright ass ugly teal 1996 Chevrolet Cavalier SMH! So yup this means that I am no longer gonna b driving my pops car, a 2006 GMC Envoy. DAYUUUUUUMMMMMM this suckkkkkkks lol but hey at least I got my own whip now. Besides the recession was starting to get to me too, I was barely having enough money to put gas in it. It cost like $60-$70 to fill up the tank at least now this car is gonna cost like maybe $40. So next time you guys see me I'm prolly gonna be riding in the hoopty so don't be scared its just me. Don't worry tho cus once I sign that deal and get like maybe the 3rd check (the first 1 is goin to my mom so she get herself her own house, and the second is goin to the bank!) I'm gonna be riding around in like a Range Rover!

Forever- Drake, Kanye West, Lil Wayne & Eminem

This song is FIYAAAAA, I'm telling you these four artist ripped it!!

My New Favorite Brand! They got everything! I can't wait til I'm at least half famous hopefully I sign a deal with them and they just give me their clothes so I can model them!

What a First Day

So yesterday was my first day at my new internship at Madison Square Garden(wow I love saying that) lol and it could not of been better. I met the other intern who I will be working with for the next 3-4 months and he's mad chill. I also moved into my office and got to know a ton of new people who all said that I am going to have a great time working with my boss, Derek Smith. I knew it was gonna be a real hands on internship when I walked into Derek"s office and he was on his blackberry, office phone, walkie talkie, and us at the same time.

Tell me on my first day I got to see one of my idols. This guy is like an idol to even some of my other idols. I saw none other than the great Jay-Z. He was at a press confrence announcing his benefit concert at Madsion Square Garden on September 11 (also the same day his new album the Blue Print 3 drops, go buy it). Then we walked into like this back room where there was like a restaurant and game room, it was a gorgeous room. I was chillin over there waiting for Jay-Z to do the interview and on his way he walked right past me. I swear I felt like a 15 year old who just saw a Jonas Brother, I was buggginnn out lol.

All in all it was a great day Im crazy excited for the next 3 1/2 months I am gonna learn so much, grow so much, and become that better of a person. Im tellin you guys I'm gonna make it, this is just another step and I'm gonna be grindin alllll day everyyyy day!

This is where I will be calling my 2nd home for the next 3 months. Yup it's Madison Square Garden and I am it's newest Building Operations Intern!

My Summer Long Problem

So I got a question for ya'll ready? Have you guys ever made a decision or been put in a situation that is not to your liking? It could be anything from sports, school, relationships, family, or even work. Well if you are really close to me then its no secret that I have been battling this problem about all summer long. Its kind of been almost like a soap opera or like a reality show that I'm staring in, and to my displeasure it may be coming to an end and I feel like I lost. Its a weird situation because the other person involved claims she feels the same way. To me it don't make sense because this has been going on for about 2 and a half months already, and we both think about each other like 30 times a day. Even the most stupid and most random things remind us of each other. It seems like if you've been living in a difficult situation for 2 and half months and the ball was in your court you would change your situation right? I mean its hard living wondering what could of been? It basically feels like the Ryan Leslie song "How it was supposed to be" featuring Jadakiss. Its funny how music can relate to any situation. Well I don't even know if she would read this and that's not the point. The point is how come people are scared to go outside their comfort zone and try something new especially when they are sure no bad will come out of the situation and they would feel 100% happier than they do now. I think its because we as humans are scared of trying new things and only want to stick to what you know. I say FUCK THAT you only live once and I don't know about ya'll but I don't wanna regret anything so I try new things because who knows when something so good will be put in your hands again because passing up on it now maybe the biggest mistake of your life!!!

What A Day

Wow yesterday was such a good day. As you guys know I went sky diving yesterday and it was such an ill experience, and that's only the half of it. I got a call late yesterday afternoon from a 212 number and I got so excited. In case you guys forgot about my blog 2 days ago I had an interview for an internship with Madison Square Garden and guess what guys, I got it! I'm so excited to start I just can't wait. I also went out last night with only a couple of my boys Jay, Lenny and JG. We went out to this like outdoor/indoor club called Bridgeview in Long Island. It was a real good time. Girls everywhere and we popped bottles before so you know we were having a good time. After dancing and everything I started networking and got a few good contacts from studio time to performances. So don't worry guys ya boy is still making moves and will keep you updated on all these good things coming our way!

Sky Diving: You Gotta Try It

Wow!! So I just landed about 10 minutes ago from sky diving! Let me tell you guys sky diving is one of the craziest things you can do. It's an insane rush to know you just jumped out of a plane 13,000 feet up in the air goin about 200 miles per hour. I really wasn't nervous at all until I was up in the plane looking down but even then it was more exciting than nervous, and I couldn't tell you how relieved I was when the parachute opened up lol. But anyways I just wanted to let you guys know what I was doing and how much fun sky diving is! I'm definitely down to do it again, so next time anyone plans on goin just hit me up!

Internship?! Maybe?...Hopefully!

What's up everybody I'm feeling pretty good right now. Music is goin good I'm still writing and recording. Don't worry you guys will hear all my new music real soon. But today I'm real hype because I just left my interview for an internship with Madison Square Garden!! You know I'm real hype for it. I don't wanna get in too much detail about it right now but hopefully I get it then ill let you guys know about it. Anyways cross ya fingers and pray I get this. This can really be something huge in my life and I really really want this!! Ill keep you guys up to date on it so for now just cross ya fingers I get it.

My 1st Blog

Wassssssup world! I feel good it's August 3rd. and I am makin my first blog entry. I'm chillin at Jam Young's crib listenin to the hottest song out right now (Run This Town by Jay-Z ft. Rihanna and Kanye West). I wanna write an OD long blog right now but for now I'm just gonna let y'all know I'm goin hard at this music thing. I am gonna continue putting out songs and the links will be on here TheJohnnyFLife.blogspot.com as well as facebook, twitter, and when I fix up my myspace music page they will be on there too. However, the best songs won't be released until I drop my first mixtape: Above Your Expectations. So for now I just wanna say thanks in advance for the support and get ya expectations high cus I promise you I'm gonna pass them!